I am back..

with my mind full of thots...

So many things have happen since the start of July..

Firstly, i wanna sae sory to Xinyi, did not sae Hapi bdae to you. hope this bdae wish is not too late.. Hapi Belated Bdae.. ! Take care of yourself.. kk..

Secondly, i realise how much i have changed since the start of the year.. i dunno if this change is really good or bad.. anyway.. i will still stand by the choice i made..

i learnt to let go.. life is too short for so many regrets in life..

Whati wish for now is to travel.. i wanna escape..
i'm like a bird that lost its wings
kept in a small cage
and lost its figthing spirit to break free


so many things happen to me... i dun even noe where to start..
sometimes, i just wanna give up..
quit my job.. work part time..

i'm tired..
i'm really tired
tired of work
tired of school
tired of shitty people
tired of everything..

i lost my fighting spirit..
i lost my sense of right and wrong...
i lost my hope and dream

it may sound weird..
who cares..
if only you are in my shoes..
if only you noe wads been happening in my life..

words of advice sometimes just irritates me
though i noe it is for my own good..
but wait till you are in my shoes..
maybe you get an idea of how much unhappiness is building inside..
a volcano that is waiting for the right moment to erupt..

People expect things from you
Your work demands ur 100% attention
Your Skol stuffs wants your 100% attention
and Lastly, People just care abt themselves..
without sparing a thot for others..

i'm SICK and TIRED of all this SHIT!

T R A V E L !

~ Switzerland
~ Japan (Osaka, Kyoto, Okinawa)
~ Canada
~ Germany
~ Paris
~ London
~ Guam Island
~ Bora-Bora




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