Tuesday, April 28, 2009
My life from the last entry to now is quite...!!!ok.. wadeva... it sucks...anyway... i'm gonna make myself be motivated again.. i will not sae "DIE" i will not sae "Shinu"i will not sae " Mati"i will not sae " Si"coz nothing in this world cant be solved using money.. (i mean for the things i'm going thru lah.. not relationship or frens) As long as you have $$ you are ok..!! Trust mei'm going to look for a job... yeah.. u read correctly.. i'm gonna apply and apply for a job related to Tourism or Marketing.. i'm studying these ok.anyway, i find some humans are weirdo.. lol.. when things happened, they can pretend.. nothing had happened.. and get on from where they left.. OMG.. its so 'nice' of them to think that way... like i said.. once you are out of my life.. means you are out... i cant trust you anymore.. i'm glad to have frens who treasure me.. and be there for me when i need them.. they noe wad i cant tolerate.. once i feel that i cant trust you anymore.. i bet many others before me have given up on you.. coz i dun get angry easily and i prefer to see the nice side of people.. but when i reach my limit... (everyone have their limit to things)... things will get a bit nasty... i guess it is easy to sae " juz forgive her.. life is about forgiving... " hey guyz, it is easy to sae than do it alrite... when tht person cause you so much misery.. make you depressed for so long... making you fall deeper into the darkness deep inside you instead of offering a hand to pull you out... i guess everyone experience some things that cant b easily erased... coz each time you tink of something.. or something reminds you of it... you still can feel / rmb the hurt and the tears.. i'm gonna learn new things again.. yeah.. um.. still learning the last sport i mentioned b4.. gonna take up 2 more things.. So i'm gonna be doing, 1) Degree (hope only left 2 sem)2) Japanese ( another 2 years from 2009) - Jlpt 3 this year, i still have jlpt 2 and 13)Sport4)Skill5)Skilli'm not gonna waste my life anymore.. go for your dreams.. learn things that you wan.. coz time dun wait for you.. you get older day by day.. dun tell me .. you gonna save $$ till you reach your retirement age b4 you start your dream of travelling around the world.. bullshit..! you are too old by then.. you tink you can climb the mountains.. endure the long train rides / jet lags.. be realistic...next year Feb - Hokkaido (winter season)then aft tht planning for Paris during winternext Guam Island.. gonna go somewhere warm... wahaha... my dream is to travel around the world during winter seasons.. wahaha... i will make my dream come true... i dun juz sae sae..~~~ Labels: Dreams, Yume
With Y, 4/28/2009 12:55:00 PM
