Monday, November 06, 2006
i wanna write a story abt a gal.. lets name her destiny...
since young, destiny is always sick.. always making people worry abt her health... but all she ever wans is for them not to wory abt her... for them to smile and not to wory abt her... she is wans everyone ard her to be hapi.. and is wiling to do anyting to see their face light up.. and destiny believes in miracles... and true enuf, her illness never haunt her again...when destiny was in primary school, she is sometimes bullied by her peers... but she does not confide in anyone.. dun wan them to wory ... so she put on a brave front... but her family always knows when she is troubled and help her solve her problems... she loves sports... loves running and won medals during her school sports day...things started to change wen she was in pri 5.. one evening, she suddenly changed breathe normally... her face changed... and destiny seems to be suffocating... a trip to the doctor changed her life completely... destiny is diagnosed with asthma... and put on medication... the things tht she once luv had to be given up... she cant run like she used to anymore, to destiny, life stil has to go on... and she had to learn to live life again...her grades are not gd... and was given the normal stream.. she noes she had let down her parents... who was hoping tht she would be in express stream... destiny do not noe how to face her parents...and only time will heal the pain she cause themsecondary school life starts and her life was quite hapi for a short while... alot of things happen that she dunno how to cope... destiny dun wanna lose her frens... but she hav a responsibility to uphold... destiny gains a fren but always lose them in the end... she believes no one like her... no one cares abt her... except her family members... living is too hard for her... she had thought of ending it ... but lack the courage... life seems to change for the better wen she noes this grp of frens.. from school... they had alot of hapi moments together... she gradually see life in another angle... she finally noe how it feels to have someone to hang out with.. someone who will laugh with you and comfort u when u are down... she wanna sae thxs to her frens.. for changing her life and making her world seems brighter.....during her final year, destiny lost someone impt to her... she lost her grandpa.. she regret alot of things... like not spending enuf time with him... she cant forget the dae he just slps on the bed and never wake up... destiny was told not to cry ... but no matter how hard she control.. the tears just keep on flowing......but life stil goes on...her parents are proud of her when she gets gd grades for her N and O lvl... she thot by putting all the sad memories at the back of her mind.. she can be hapi... but she was wrg...it always haunt her...poly life starts and trying her best in her studies seems to hard for her... she always had slpless nites... destiny.. cant get used to this new lifestyle...her grades are poor... and she cant accept the fact... but she stil put on a smile for everyone... but she noes deep down... she wanna escape from all of this... juz lack the courage... destiny gt to noe this grp of frens from her tutorial grp.. they are there when she needs them and she tried to be ther for them whenever they need her..she wanna sae thxs to them... destiny dunno how to express her gratitude to them.. so destiny hopes that.. she can be ther for them wenever they need her.. anytime... and anydae...but there is someting.. destiny never told anyone... she cant get used to poly life... there are times when she thot of giving up.. dun wanna bother trying to get used to this kind of life... though she is always smiling... but wen nite time falls... ther she will be crying... destiny thot she is strong... able to withstand the walls around her tht are crumbling... but she dun wan ppl to wory for her... coz she juz wanna see everyone smile... a smile is wad she ever needs to forget her troubles... so al she request is a smile... be it from ppl she noes or strangers... all she ever wans from u al .. is a smile...
this is a story tht i wanna share with u all... u al might think tht it is stupid.. if u al have some harsh comments... plz.. keep it to urself...
With Y, 11/06/2006 03:28:00 AM
