Sunday, October 01, 2006
thots
hey.. been so long since i update.. wahaha.. well.. i juz wanna use some parts of the lyrics of some songs to tel u guyz wad i have been thinking lately...


to someone...

"complicated by avril lavigne"

"Chill out, whatcha yelling for?
Lay back,it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see....

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
See, the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated.
Life's like this, you,
You fall, and you crawl,
And you break, and you take
What you get and you turn it into Honesty.
Promise me I'm never gonna find ya fake it.
No, no, no."


to myself...

"keep moving on by savage garden"

"Another ditch in the road you keep movin'
Another stop sign, you keep movin' on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through "



i'm finally 20.. well.. nothing much change ard me..though only my age digit changes.. wahaha.. i kinda of hate my bdae.. anyway, thxs for ur wishes guyz.. i luv ya all... i had never felt so depressed b4... and it was on my bdae..tht very dae.. hiaz... but ther is also some hapi moments.. watch movie, little man, with shuyun and wanyu.. we laugh like hell.. so fun.. ate ice cream.. and took alot of pics.. gt one is a toilet bowl pic... wahaha.. i'm in the toilet bowl and i seem to be enjoying it.. it was alot of fun.. one of the hapiest moments of my 20th bdae...

i like my current life... and basically i'm the kind of person who hate major changes.. well.. i may hav changed to some of u.. yeah.. i guess i did... for the better or worst.. is up to u all.. everyone have different opinions... i noe tht i muz move on.. i guess being 20 make u look at things from a diff angle.. some of the things tht i thot are precious to me.. become distant... i thot i'm really hapi wid life.. but y does it change...

"如果每一件事
能够勇敢的面对
那街上就会少了
孤独和伤心的人"

my last day at work will b tis fri.. well.. kinda of looking forward to it.. coz.. i can finaly have some time to do my own stuffs... hari raya is ard the corner .. on 24th oct.. wahaha.. um.. am i looking forward to it.. well.. nt so much lah.. coz it means extra work.. and lack of slp.. last yr was so tiring.. managed to slp for 1 hr only.. i dun wan history to repeat itself though... tiring = sick.. wahaha.. u al noe me.. currently, i'm stil sick since the 1st wk of sept.. did not see the doc til last tues.. and by tht time, i'm too damn sick le.. i cant slp in peace w/o waking up in the middle of the nite... coughing.. and in addition, it is the fasting mth.. i stil wanna fast though i muz eat med.. wahaha.. dun ask mi y.. mayb i juz dun wanna get well..

skol is starting soon and it is the last sem for mi.. if i managed to pass all the modules again... graduation means separation.. everyone will be separated.. i kinda of wan tings to stay as it is... but i noe.. it is inevitable... though something will never change.. our frenship..




With Y, 10/01/2006 10:17:00 PM

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