no mood to do anything.. sometimes, i just need someone who juz listen to me.. while i talk... i dun wan anyone to ask mi wads the matter.. and wher you gone wrg.. coz if i noe... i will not be in this state...

sometimes, silence and a shoulder is wad i need.. sometimes, i wan to be left in my own world... to think things thru.. and to cry.. i'm just human.. i have feeling too.. i need to have a place wher i know i can be me.. a simple me.. a place i can enjoy myself.. w/o having to be someone i know i'm not...

i juz wan a simple life... able to do something i enjoy.. not tryin to live each dae with a dream that dun belong to me.. tryin my best to accomplish ppl expectation of me.. coz siti is a sensible gal... someone who noes wads best for her.. she just noe how to go abt it.. and will strive towards the goal.. but wad is my goal?? even i myself dunno..

i dun need anymore advices... really.. i just need to be behind the close doors of my room and cry.. i dun wan my parents to worry abt me... i try my best to hide my tears from them.. putting a smile on my face in the day.. though i felt my smile is so fake.. but i assure them that i'm ok...
at nite is the time.. i noe.. i dun need to pretend.. i can cry for hours.. i can write for hours.. and i can just read for hours.. coz once i close my eyes i noe that i will have to start pretendin to be strong...and once i open my eyes, i will be prepared to be the siti everyone noe.. though the pretense ends once the world falls into deep slumber...

T R A V E L !

~ Switzerland
~ Japan (Osaka, Kyoto, Okinawa)
~ Canada
~ Germany
~ Paris
~ London
~ Guam Island
~ Bora-Bora




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