Thursday, July 06, 2006
this have been a tough week.. each dae passing by so slowly.. but i survived... if i had hurt u guyz in my last previous entries.. i'm sorry.. it was not intentional.. i juz dun wan ppl to ask question when i'm stil comin to terms with the truth.. the harsh reality.. i wil be fine.. as long as the topic is not brought up again..i noe ther are many ppl who ar having a hard time now.. every1 have their own problems to face.. i'm not the only one who is feelin sad.. i know.. but i wanna try to face it by myself.. i need to be strong.. if i'm able to go thru it myself... mayb i will be stronger than i was b4.. but i need time... at times, holding up the tears that are threatening to flow is hard.. once you let the tears flow .. and once it stops.. you felt better.. i thot tht i can be strong.. the tears will not flow.. however, due to some ppl (a klazmate for 2 yrs).. i started to feel sad again...sad coz of their remarks.. and comments.. haiz..wanyu if u are reading tis.. thxs .. you were ther when i'm in need .. and i tried to hold back my tears.. but you told me to just let it flow.. aft cryin, i really felt better.. so much better.. i have been cryin and crying.. till i have a terrible headache.. the next morning.. joce.., the joke you told me on mon was lame.. really lame.. but u succeed in making me forget abt the result.. thxs.. tabi.. are u feelin better..?? know that you muz be feeling so tired.. now..try to get some rest hor.. and thxs everyone who tried to cheer mi up this few daes.. juz like the previous entry.. wher i posted the lyrics.. instead of having a bad dae.. i had a BAD wk.. which i hope can end soon..
With Y, 7/06/2006 11:04:00 PM
