Tuesday, July 12, 2005
My granny
i look at you
lyin on the bed
you seemed to have aged
and i dun seem to recognise u anymore

if one dae,
you leave mi too
i cannot take it
i really can't

i felt guilty
for neglecting you wen you ar by my side
i regret it
i felt so miserable

i'm sory
sory for al the things i have done
can u give mi a chance to repent
thts al i could ask from you
a chance to repent...

my granny is hospitalised ... for the 2nd time.. i'm getting scared... scared of her leaving mi too.... i lost my grandpa ... i can't lose her too.. i can't...

i realised tht she had aged alot... i dun seem to noe her anymore... i felt i did not do enuf.. i did not.. i dunno how to express my feelings nw... i'm scared.. really scared.. can anyone lend mi a shoulder to cry on...??? (*juz curious.. =).... *) i think i'm gonna breakdown soon...

With Y, 7/12/2005 10:35:00 PM

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