Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i look at youlyin on the bedyou seemed to have agedand i dun seem to recognise u anymoreif one dae, you leave mi tooi cannot take iti really can'ti felt guiltyfor neglecting you wen you ar by my sidei regret iti felt so miserablei'm sory sory for al the things i have donecan u give mi a chance to repentthts al i could ask from youa chance to repent...my granny is hospitalised ... for the 2nd time.. i'm getting scared... scared of her leaving mi too.... i lost my grandpa ... i can't lose her too.. i can't... i realised tht she had aged alot... i dun seem to noe her anymore... i felt i did not do enuf.. i did not.. i dunno how to express my feelings nw... i'm scared.. really scared.. can anyone lend mi a shoulder to cry on...??? (*juz curious.. =).... *) i think i'm gonna breakdown soon...
With Y, 7/12/2005 10:35:00 PM