Monday, October 11, 2004
Childhood:
since young, i was pampered by them.
My family members.
i'm treated like a princess with new clothes and new toys.
my 2nd bro likes to play with mi and always tease mi
Teens:
i gradually grow up and finish my secondary skool
My 2nd bro is working and we both changed
BUT i cannot forget al the times we spent watchin movies in my rm..
bullyin each other... our arguments.... our fights....
early adulthood(present):
i noe tht he wil not stay by mi as much as last time.
he wil lead a new life. A married life with his wife.
his life wil change and i wil lose a fren... a close fren
i noe tht things wil change
he wil cum bac to visit us but the visits wil not last long..
he don't live here anymore
we wil not often watch tv or movies together again
i cannot imagine not being able to see him often like i do now
i noe tht my eldest bro wil also get married one day
but being so used to their being here in this family is so familiar
without them around... things wil b so so different
no one understand the loss of a fren...... a sibling... someone who makes a deep impact to ur life.... without them... i wil not b wher i am now..!!
With Y, 10/11/2004 12:34:00 PM
