haha.. i'm really so sad tht i becum hysterical abt it...!! i fail 3 out of 5 tests... wad happen to mi...!! i wish i noe..!! i really did my best but i juz did as badly as wad i expected..!! i'm scared .. really scared tht i will b ask to drop out of this poly .. i'm really scared...!! ='(

if i neve did my best and i fail i will accept it.. BUT i did my best.. studyin and studyin but wad i get at the end.. juz bad grades..!! wad happen... !! wad the hell happen...!! i'm really gettin crazy thinkin abt it..!! i cannot believe it .. really cannot accept the end results...!! haha.. i guess my frens will say tht u did your best.. can liao...!! but is it gonna work...!!! NOPE ..!! really NOPE... i dun wan to be ask to leave this school..!! every 1 did well.. but i did not..!! i really tried my best... really.... SO THER IS NO SUCH THING AS U PUT IN EFFORTS U CAN SEE THE OUTCUM..!! YEAH RITE..!! JUZ A STUPID LOGIC.. =(

now i dun noe wad to do.... i told my mum abt it and her reply make mi more sad...!! she say "well.., 1st test always like tht .., Dun wory" ... i guess tht she is also upset... but tried her best to keep a brave front.... i'm really a goner... i hate this cruel world....

i hate the guyz in my klaz...!! they like to compare results..!! they ask mi wad i get and i told them the truth but they still wan to noe my marks..!! wad the hell do they wan ... with it ... a fail IS A FAIL ... get it....!! their ways had make mi feel so inferior to my peers..!! even though they neve study...!! their grades are awesome...!! wad abt mi .. i'm the OPPOSITE....
i dunno wad i wan to do now.... really lost...

HOPE THT I DUN WAN TO HEAR CONSOLE LIKE " STUDY HARDER", "NEVE MIND 1 TEST ONLY"

I REPEAT I DUN WAN TO HEAR.. LET MI B ALONE...!!

T R A V E L !

~ Switzerland
~ Japan (Osaka, Kyoto, Okinawa)
~ Canada
~ Germany
~ Paris
~ London
~ Guam Island
~ Bora-Bora




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