Wednesday, December 06, 2006
watch this jap drama.. yi gong shen de yan lei.. makes mi think abt life and death...the story is abt this girl who suffers from an illness that will gradually make her unable to move, talk and the most cruel thing is.her intelligence stil remains....she is juz a 15 years old girl.. who likes to play sports, enjoy high skol life.. doing things that teenagers love.. however, her parents decided to hide this harsh truth from her.. hoping tht she will lead a life with no worries... and she found out her own illness thru the net.. and had confirmed it with the doc later...AND there is no cure at all....and the chances of contracting it.. is smallby the way, the above is a true story.. the girl ask the doc this ques... y does this illness choose me..? yeah.. i cried coz i can understand how she feel at some point...now, wad makes mi think is.. would u rather ppl hide the truth from u.. hoping to see u live each dae without wory... coz they are worried that you are too young to accept it.. BUT, i would rather to be told the truth.. so tht i can live each dae widout any regrets... at least i noe tht... i did try to accomplish things... i would then leave this world with a smile.. instead of asking the doc.. can u turn back time.. i stil have alot of things to do... u guyz muz be saying... i'm stil so young.. y tok abt dying.. but i hope tht.. if .. and i mean IF... i'm on my deathbed... and those ppl ard me.. plz and i mean PLZ.. dun cry... no matter how hard it is to smile.. i stil hope u al will smile... wen death summons... u cant do anything to forestall it.. try 2 live each dae without regrets bah... to my family..
no matter how much changes had hapen... this past few years... plz noe tht.. i stil love u al.. and i might be a gd daughter or sister at times... by making u al angry... but plz noe tht i love u al til the end of time... to my frens... i might be too harsh to u al.. but plz pardon me... i really treasure all the laughther and sadness.. we have been thru... i noe i'm kinda of hard to be frens with... and i'm always being unreasonable.. but i hope tht.. we can be frens forever.. and i really glad tht u al are my frens...
With Y, 12/06/2006 12:32:00 AM
